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51.
My introduction to gay lifestyle begin at a very young age through my cousins, when as young boys we began to explore our sexuality. I was only five years old then.
During the winters we go to our paternal village. It was fun. The filelds, the hills and the wood burning in the fireplace... It was the best time of the year. Though I prefer spring, but due to so many things the season can offer, I enjoyed winter as much as any seasons of the year.
I used to sleep with my older cousins. Since I was young and they are all older than me by 6-11 yrs, I was always being treated as the youngest of the lot- I have younger cousins too, but they came later.
Sleeping with my cousins led to many experiences that shaped me to be the person I am now. They will allow me to touch them and they do the same on me. Every night we will rub each other, or have oral sex, and as the years go by our sexual lives too advances. Now that we are seperated, they have all got their own family and happily married. As for me, I remain gay and my attraction towards men grew.
I start exploring other avenues, like with friends, and other cousins who comply to my advances. Everything seems right.
Then when I reached college, I realised that its not only about sex. I took a pause in my life. I halted everything that I was doing for a while and look deeply inside myself, for a month. It was a really tough month of my life. I came out to my friends after that.. and I'm yet to tell my family. A good beginning is half done.
I cannot say that I was compleletely gay before that month, as I have a strong attraction on the opposite sex too. But after a meeting with my First Gay Lover, A, I realised that I should not be a coward and decide on one life style only. Why I said coward, because I have noticed this with my many gay friends, who seek solace from persecution and hatred from society, by having a double standard life- having both boyfriends and girlfriends. Not that I am saying that being Bisexual is wrong, but many men who cannot come out of the closet and realised that they are neither Bi, nor straight, but gay, end up cheating their partners. I hate double standard.. I hated when people lie. I just cannot sta Liars.
After that month I decided that I should either choose one lifestyle or the other. Both being tough. And both asked for many sacrifices. But then I decided to remain gay as I know that my gay side is stronger than my straight side. So i gave in.
Unfortunately, A and I broke up... And I see other guys, who just like any other Indian men, are confused. That is when the other problem arises. I cannot find anyone who is true to himself and people around him. I just gave up seeking for Lovers.
I know that there is someone out there for me. And I'm in no hurry to go out with another guy. I stop meeting guys.. Its been a year now, and I'm still single. Its a different experience being alone, as its not difficult to find a sex partner here. Though I have received many passes, I decline the invitation... I know that they are just seeking out for sex.. But for me, it is not sex, but the art of making LOVE.
They say that coming out is easy when you get the support of friends, family and society. But here, where Homosexuality is tabu.. Its hard to be true to yourself and others.. and it seems that closeted sexcapades are more welcome.
Guy
oriental_youth @ hotmail . com
India
29 April 2005
52.
My introduction to gay lifestyle begin at a very young age through my cousins, when as young boys we began to explore our sexuality. I was only five years old then.
During the winters we go to our paternal village. It was fun. The filelds, the hills and the wood burning in the fireplace... It was the best time of the year. Though I prefer spring, but due to so many things the season can offer, I enjoyed winter as much as any seasons of the year.
I used to sleep with my older cousins. Since I was young and they are all older than me by 6-11 yrs, I was always being treated as the youngest of the lot- I have younger cousins too, but they came later.
Sleeping with my cousins led to many experiences that shaped me to be the person I am now. They will allow me to touch them and they do the same on me. Every night we will rub each other, or have oral sex, and as the years go by our sexual lives too advances. Now that we are seperated, they have all got their own family and happily married. As for me, I remain gay and my attraction towards men grew.
I start exploring other avenues, like with friends, and other cousins who comply to my advances. Everything seems right.
Then when I reached college, I realised that its not only about sex. I took a pause in my life. I halted everything that I was doing for a while and look deeply inside myself, for a month. It was a really tough month of my life. I came out to my friends after that.. and I'm yet to tell my family. A good beginning is half done.
I cannot say that I was compleletely gay before that month, as I have a strong attraction on the opposite sex too. But after a meeting with my First Gay Lover, A, I realised that I should not be a coward and decide on one life style only. Why I said coward, because I have noticed this with my many gay friends, who seek solace from persecution and hatred from society, by having a double standard life- having both boyfriends and girlfriends. Not that I am saying that being Bisexual is wrong, but many men who cannot come out of the closet and realised that they are neither Bi, nor straight, but gay, end up cheating their partners. I hate double standard.. I hated when people lie. I just cannot sta Liars.
After that month I decided that I should either choose one lifestyle or the other. Both being tough. And both asked for many sacrifices. But then I decided to remain gay as I know that my gay side is stronger than my straight side. So i gave in.
Unfortunately, A and I broke up... And I see other guys, who just like any other Indian men, are confused. That is when the other problem arises. I cannot find anyone who is true to himself and people around him. I just gave up seeking for Lovers.
I know that there is someone out there for me. And I'm in no hurry to go out with another guy. I stop meeting guys.. Its been a year now, and I'm still single. Its a different experience being alone, as its not difficult to find a sex partner here. Though I have received many passes, I decline the invitation... I know that they are just seeking out for sex.. But for me, it is not sex, but the art of making LOVE.
They say that coming out is easy when you get the support of friends, family and society. But here, where Homosexuality is tabu.. Its hard to be true to yourself and others.. and it seems that closeted sexcapades are more welcome.
Guy
oriental_youth @ hotmail . com
India
29 April 2005
53.
My introduction to gay lifestyle begins at a very young age through my cousins, when as young boys we began to explore our sexuality. I was only five years old then.
During the winters we go to our paternal village. It was fun. The filelds, the hills and the wood burning in the fireplace... It was the best time of the year. Though I prefer spring, but due to so many things the season can offer, I enjoyed winter as much as any seasons of the year.
I used to sleep with my older cousins. Since I was young and they are all older than me by 6-11 yrs, I was always being treated as the youngest of the lot- I have younger cousins too, but they came later.
Sleeping with my cousins led to many experiences that shaped me to be the person I am now. They will allow me to touch them and they do the same on me. Every night we will rub each other, or have oral sex, and as the years go by our sexual lives too advances. Now that we are separated, they have all got their own family and happily married. As for me, I remain gay and my attraction towards men grew.
I start exploring other avenues, like with friends, and other cousins who comply to my advances. Everything seems right.
Then when I reached college, I realised that its not only about sex. I took a pause in my life. I halted everything that I was doing for a while and look deeply inside myself, for a month. It was a really tough month of my life. I came out to my friends after that.. and I'm yet to tell my family. A good beginning is half done.
I cannot say that I was compleletely gay before that month, as I have a strong attraction on the opposite sex too. But after a meeting with my First Gay Lover, A, I realised that I should not be a coward and decide on one life style only. Why I said coward, because I have noticed this with my many gay friends, who seek solace from persecution and hatred from society, by having a double standard life- having both boyfriends and girlfriends. Not that I am saying that being Bisexual is wrong, but many men who cannot come out of the closet and realised that they are neither Bi, nor straight, but gay, end up cheating their partners. I hate double standard.. I hated when people lie. I just cannot sta Liars.
After that month I decided that I should either choose one lifestyle or the other. Both being tough. And both asked for many sacrifices. But then I decided to remain gay, as I know that my gay side is stronger than my straight side. So i gave in.
Unfortunately, A and I broke up... And I see other guys, who just like any other Indian men, are confused. That is when the other problem arises. I cannot find anyone who is true to himself and people around him. I just gave up seeking for Lovers.
I know that there is someone out there for me. And I'm in no hurry to go out with another guy. I stop meeting guys.. Its been a year now, and I'm still single. It¡¯s a different experience being alone, as its not difficult to find a sex partner here. Though I have received many passes, I decline the invitation... I know that they are just seeking out for sex.. But for me, it is not sex, but the art of making LOVE.
They say that coming out is easy when you get the support of friends, family and society. But here, where Homosexuality is tabu.. Its hard to be true to yourself and others.. And it seems that closeted sexcapades are more welcome.
Guy
orienatl_youth @ hotmail . com
India
29 April 2005
54.
Send information to my email please. What to learn and understand alot of things.
I was married, my husband and I spit up. I moved out with who is now my lover. I wonder if I always had these feelings for women. We have been together for 2 years. If you have no anwser for me please refer me to any books of info that I may read on.
thank terri
Terri
mrsdivalawton @ yahoo . com
New Orleans
20 July 2005
55.
i like to masturbate after reading these type of stories
karan
karan00005 @ yahoo . com
india
16 September 2005
56.
The first time i ever sucked a guys dick i was scared that i would not no wat i was doin but i just did what i would want done to my own dick and i sucked and licked all around the head and wrapped my hand around his shaft and stroked up and down as my mouth went up and down and the next thing you new his cock started to throb and he cum in my mouth and i swallowed all i could it tasted salty but i liked it and that was the first time i sucked a guys dick and i do it all the time now i love to suck
Bryon gettemy
Uniontown pa
14 February 2006
57.
The first time i ever sucked a guys dick i was scared that i would not no wat i was doin but i just did what i would want done to my own dick and i sucked and licked all around the head and wrapped my hand around his shaft and stroked up and down as my mouth went up and down and the next thing you new his cock started to throb and he cum in my mouth and i swallowed all i could it tasted salty but i liked it and that was the first time i sucked a guys dick and i do it all the time now i love to suck
14 February 2006
58.
The first time i ever sucked a guys dick i was scared that i would not no wat i was doin but i just did what i would want done to my own dick and i sucked and licked all around the head and wrapped my hand around his shaft and stroked up and down as my mouth went up and down and the next thing you new his cock started to throb and he cum in my mouth and i swallowed all i could it tasted salty but i liked it and that was the first time i sucked a guys dick and i do it all the time now i love to suck
14 February 2006
59.
The first time i ever sucked a guys dick i was scared that i would not no wat i was doin but i just did what i would want done to my own dick and i sucked and licked all around the head and wrapped my hand around his shaft and stroked up and down as my mouth went up and down and the next thing you new his cock started to throb and he cum in my mouth and i swallowed all i could it tasted salty but i liked it and that was the first time i sucked a guys dick and i do it all the time now i love to suck
14 February 2006
60.
Would like to meet other gay guys-even if theu are near 60 years young
psjacobs@icon.co,za
psjacobs @ icon . co . co . za
15 April 2006
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