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 My wife found out before me
I had been going along in my life as every other man, woman and person thought I should where I graduated college, married a girl that I thought I was in love with and had our first baby.
While I thought I was in love with my wife, I always had feelings for men. I thought they were cute, I wondered what they were like in bed, and I would find myself drawn to single men that were muscular but very smart as well.
We had a lot of friends, singles, couples, and old friends from college that never seemed to settle down at all. We went to parties, threw parties and there were always 'left over' people when we woke up in the morning.
One particular night we held a party were just about everyone we knew came over and long after we had enough to drink we all were finding places to sleep by the fire in the back yard. My wife had gone into the house to listen for the baby and I settled down on a blanket by a couple of my buddies.
I could smell him, I wanted to reach over and stroke his hair. I just couldn't because I didn't even know if he would let me or like me to at all. I couldn't take it any longer and I went in the house where I laid down on the bed beside my wife.
Apparently I must have been talking in my sleep about what I wanted to do because in the morning my wife was quiet, and then suddenly she started telling me everything that I had been thinking about men for the last five years. My wife knew I was gay before I realized it myself.
She was very understanding and we still see each other occasionally when my daughter comes to visit. If it weren't for my wife I would have been living a lie, a terrible lie where I would have hated everything about my life. I owe so much to her for giving me my freedom to seek out my sexual needs.
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